Shafted Again!! Monday, September 05, 2005: Wow, so apparently i vaporized for the entire month of August. I suppose it was kind of a whirlwind......lots happened and now it's September.As lame as it sounds.........i'm really feeling the Green Day song "Wake Me Up When September Ends" This month is insane. Four home football games, crazy school schedule, work, and life...I'm in a really sentimental mood right now. I can't even explain it. Somehow i think iTunes is out to sabotage me. I have it on random and it keeps playing really sappy songs that all make me think of Mike..........and then i just start remembering and thinking how we used to be and where we are now. Things have definately changed a lot. I'm remembering just how much of an asshole i was to him and how good he is to me. Seriously, he has put up with so much of my shit and i love him so much for it. I'm happy with where we are now and i think it's really good for us. And in all honesty i'm getting really sick of having to explain us (me and mike) to other people. The constant "how are you two?" is really starting to get to me.....but just a little personal rant.I don't feel like i've fully gotten into school yet. This is supposed to be the hardest semester of my time here and i'm just sort of floating through it. I go from feeling completely overwhelmed to incredibly bored in one switch and i don't know how to stop that. I'm just hoping that some of this school stuff will iron itself out over the course of the semester........Shameless plug: Go see VKS on friday night at Sokol Underground............with west of reality and someone else...........and SOJH......should be a fun show.With that.....i'm out..........and i promise i will try to update a bit more frequently......promise!!~until... Sam // 9:30 PM ______________________
Wow, so apparently i vaporized for the entire month of August. I suppose it was kind of a whirlwind......lots happened and now it's September.As lame as it sounds.........i'm really feeling the Green Day song "Wake Me Up When September Ends" This month is insane. Four home football games, crazy school schedule, work, and life...I'm in a really sentimental mood right now. I can't even explain it. Somehow i think iTunes is out to sabotage me. I have it on random and it keeps playing really sappy songs that all make me think of Mike..........and then i just start remembering and thinking how we used to be and where we are now. Things have definately changed a lot. I'm remembering just how much of an asshole i was to him and how good he is to me. Seriously, he has put up with so much of my shit and i love him so much for it. I'm happy with where we are now and i think it's really good for us. And in all honesty i'm getting really sick of having to explain us (me and mike) to other people. The constant "how are you two?" is really starting to get to me.....but just a little personal rant.I don't feel like i've fully gotten into school yet. This is supposed to be the hardest semester of my time here and i'm just sort of floating through it. I go from feeling completely overwhelmed to incredibly bored in one switch and i don't know how to stop that. I'm just hoping that some of this school stuff will iron itself out over the course of the semester........Shameless plug: Go see VKS on friday night at Sokol Underground............with west of reality and someone else...........and SOJH......should be a fun show.With that.....i'm out..........and i promise i will try to update a bit more frequently......promise!!~until... Sam // 9:30 PM
