Shafted Again!!

Wednesday, January 26, 2005:

New Additions...

Two new additions to my life...and both happened yesterday.

First, the less exciting one....i got pierced again......don't worry, nothing too crazy. I got my ear done again. I got my rook done. If you want a picture i have one........but you have to ask, nicely. Me and Megan and JP went on a whim after band to get pierced......and i would like to say that Megan overcame her fear of needles....and now has metal in her head. (sigh....) I'm so proud.........it's like my baby is finally rebelling.........

Secondly, i now am the proud owner of a Madagascar Hissing Cockroach.........yay for my bug class. I struggled with a name, and narrowed it down to Trogdor the Burninator.....and Claude, as in Claude Hooper Bukowski.........mad kudos to anyone who gets that reference. I finally chose Claude, mostly because Trogdor was a man.........he was a Dragon Man.............and Claude defiantely isn't either of those..........so Claude it is. Plus, i think that name fits him better anyway.

So those are the new additions to my life........feel free to stop by and check out both of them

~until...

Sam // 4:55 PM
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005:

Everything is back in balance.

Order has been restored.

And yesterday afternoon and evening were amazing.

Love ya!
Kisses!

~until...

Sam // 11:46 AM
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Friday, January 21, 2005:

I knew i shouldn't have said that........


So yes, yesterday things were oddly perfect, well i figured out why it was odd. Apparently there was a sense of the doom to come later in the evening looming in the distance. And once i actually posted the words "oddly perfect" that gave it lisence to strike.

So now things are not perfect, probably as far from perfect as possible.............and i don't know what to do to fix it.

Are you afraid of being alone
cause I am
I'm lost without you...

~until...

Sam // 8:38 AM
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Thursday, January 20, 2005:

Everything is oddly perfect...

That's seriously how I've felt lately. I don't know if it's just the fact that i feel comfortable in my own skin, or if it's that i've just realized that i'm not going to let the little shit with school get me down.
My classes, regardless of how much work they entail, are great. I actually like all of them and my schedule actually forces me to get shit done.

I opened my window today, for the first time since like September. It's gorgeous out today. There's still a chill in the air, but there's a hint of spring. I want it to come now! But unfortunately, i have this feeling we're gonna get pounded with a few more cold snaps before this season is through.

So yes, it might be things in general, or it might just be this afternoon.......but things seem oddly perfect, and i'm happy.

~until...

Sam // 2:40 PM
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005:

Well, i suppose it's time i should post.....it's been a while.

School is back in full force, i know what you're thinking, it's only the third day of second semester, that's impossible.....but i'm actually taking a somewhat aggressive approach to school this semester. I have really good blocks of time that are set aside to get shit done in. I've all of a sudden become addicted to lists, more specifically, crossing things off of lists...........so that's a good thing i guess. I'm also starting off the new year by trying to keep up with all of the reading, so i'm actually going to use my textbooks this semester, instead of just paying for them and then being raped at buyback. So all in all, i'm pretty ready for this semester, school wise. I'm taking 17 hours, none of which i can drop.....and technically 4 of them i can't get anything lower than a C in, so i'm gonna kick ass and take names..................

Remind me about 2 months from now when i'm bitching about all of my work that i wrote that above paragraph..........

Ok, so now pretty much everyone else has done a year in review.......here's mine, be forewarned....it's very short.

I had a very impressive second semester last year, academically speaking.
I had the best summer of my life.
The end of the summer was the worst time of my life.
I fell in love, and still am to this day.
I had a questionable marching band audition, but made it despite that.
I had a somewhat dissappointing marching season, but hey, i marched with Tommy Lee......did you? (other than Megan, JP, and Jon, and 285 others who will remain nameless) That's right, i thought NOT.
I went on my first pilgrimage to South Bend, and learned what it is like to be a spectator at a college football game.........
And did i mention i fell in love....?
Happy 2004

~until...

Sam // 3:36 PM
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Sunday, January 02, 2005:

so.........it's 2005

I don't really know what to expect from this year. So far, things have been up and down, both extremes of the emotional spectrum.

Just a heads up....i don't know how regularly i will be posting for awhile....i might go on hiatus.....

With that, here's to 2005..............full of confusion, bliss, angst, tears, and uncertainty. I guess i'll just sit back and see how it all plays out, and depending on how things go, i might get my hand in on the action.

~until...

Sam // 9:25 PM
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