Shafted Again!!

Friday, June 25, 2004:

I am filled with a rage, but not a total angry rage.....a disappointed and and angry rage. I am angry about what this country has become, upset at what I haven't done to change anything or help........but mostly, i'm angered by the sacrifices that have been made for NO FUCKING REASON!

Now that that's out of the way....i've been in a really girly mood lately. I've been thinking about a lot of shit....like relationships, sex (or lack there of), body art, and school. I don't have the energy or the strength to go into any of it right now....but perhaps i will in due time. So with my head full of confusion.....i leave you this.....it's some Dispatch and it's amazing.....

Hey...Hey...

Well I'm moving kind of slow
Down that same old path
Wasting time inside this hour glass
She's coming up ahead now
And I feel, yes I feel
My head turning like a race car wheel
Maybe I'll try to say hi another time
I've gotta find a way to get inside your mind
I'll talk smoothe and walk one step closer
Be real cool, dang real cool

say what you want, say what you mean
question yourself, are you really what you seem?
say what you want, say what you mean
question yourself, are you really what you dream?

now here I come one more time
but she slides on by
not even a second look
she took the bait right off that hook
I've got my blinders on tight
I pull my cap a little lower
I can't hide away

you might think that this is easy for me
but there's a lot of things you don't know
you don't care, you don't want to see
long while since I've got myself across
but maybe there's a reason for that
even if I caught you I'd throw you back.

hey... hey...

I really don't want to fall back
because you don't seem like you care
and if I would fall back
you don't seem like you care
and if I would fall back
you don't seem like you care

fall down your back, fall down your back
fall down your back, fall down your back

I will not, I will not hold, hold you back
you don't seem like you care

Fall back... you don't
Fall back... you don't
Fall back... you don't

~until...

Sam // 3:05 AM
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Saturday, June 19, 2004:

Yeah, so i'm alive!

Last night i went to see "Annie Get Your Gun" with kk, ray, and molly. It was a surprisingly good show. I really enjoyed it. Buffalo Bill was the shit, and i thoroughly enjoyed his fake facial hair.
Anyways, after the show we went back to kk's.....hung out for a while. Then off to IHOP for some hashbrowns for kk and a brownie sunday for me! It was delicious! We met up with Sam, Jp, and Makyle there. After that we all went back to KK's and hung out.....i ended up falling asleep really early.....and then woke up and left kk's at like 9.........came home and went to sleep until about a half hour ago....

That's all.....I haven't been blogging lately because all i do is work and sleep and chill with kk and garret until the wee hours of the morning......

In closing.....apparently i should be "crowbared in the face".....because some people are really mature, and by mature i mean act like 10 year old school girls.....

~until...

Sam // 4:57 PM
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Thursday, June 10, 2004:

and i'm better now.......i apologize for my previous post

and no sam, you don't have to key it

and i've just realized that i've started all three lines of this with "and"

and now i'm done.

~until...

Sam // 7:52 AM
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004:

I would just like to give a big FUCK YOU to Sean Meister (and Arnold Meister, for indulging him).......he has the ability to ruin my day, no matter how good it's been. No matter what, my day is ruined when i pull into my driveway, and i can't pull into MY garage......because his fucking bmw is in it........yeah the car that he's not even legally able to drive for another 2 MONTHS is sitting in my garage......!

needless to say, i'm not in a good mood......so fuck everyone, fuck everything....and just in general FUCK OFF.

~until...

Sam // 6:11 PM
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004:

YATTA!!!!!!!

This is my sole reason for living.....ok not really but it damn excellent.....i have a link to the actual music video of Japanese men dancing around in fig leaves......but i can't find it....so for now.....you will just have to watch this masterful animation instead!

Ladies and Gentlemen.......i give you.......YATTA

God Bless the Cornhusker Marching Band for introducing me to this....i msut now share it with the world!

~until...

Sam // 8:11 PM
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This is all i've got today....

Papa Smurf, Can i Lick your ass?

~until...

Sam // 1:31 PM
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