Shafted Again!!

Tuesday, August 31, 2004:

When did it get to be almost September...?

So yes, the first week of school was pretty uneventful, however it wore me out big time. And the first week of school was followed by the BEST WEEKEND EVER! I just had a really really good time this weekend. I got to see Mike and that made me happy happy happy......and other than the massive rug burn on one of my knees from sliding to collect glowsticks while raving in my basement.........the weekend was perfect.

Apparently, this was a really good weekend for a bunch of my friends as well, so i wish them all well......and i'm saddened by the loss of Miss Abby's car. Seriously, 40 year olds shouldn't be dumb shits and think that they can drive when they are totally shitfaced.....because they'll jsut end up in jail for the night when they smash into someone's parked car, and make that person miss out on a glowstick rave in the Meister basement.......fucking old drunk bitch!

Now that all of that is out of my system.....i leave you with this fabulous song........

Birds flying high

You know how I feel

Sun in the sky

You know how I feel

Reeds driftin' on by

You know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me

And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea

You know how I feel

River running free

You know how I feel

Blossom in the tree

You know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me

And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know

Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean

Sleep in peace when the day is done

And this old world is a new world

And a bold world

For me

Stars when you shine

You know how I feel

Scent of the pine

You know how I feel

Yeah freedom is mine

And I know how I feel

It's a new dawn

It's a new day

It's a new life

For me

And I'm feeling good

That's a Muse cover of "Feeling Good".....and i've been listening to it all afternoon......

~until...

Sam // 2:41 PM
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Monday, August 23, 2004:

And so it begins...

First day of classes was today. I had one class other than band...so i was done at 11:20. So i go to my class today and the teacher is calling off names, two lists worth, and i'm not on either one of them. However, i AM registered for that class and God knows i'm paying for that class.....so those bitches better put me on that list.

This past weekend rocked. On friday night I had the band exhibition thing. I was so excited that KK, Mike, Abby, and Ray came down. Seriously, it made me so happy to see some of my own people again, and i had to chuckle when I could see my mom nagging at Mike to stand up during the fight songs. After the exhibition, we came back to my room and ordered some Jimmy John's......which i have gotten Sean addicted to. So after we ate the deliciousness that is Jimmy John's Sean and Ray left with my parents, KK and Abby left shortly thereafter, and i took a shower.....because i was nASSty.....seriously. I came back from the shower in a towel to find my room full of more people.....Joe, Will, David, Sarah.......and i decided that i didn't want to put clothes on...so i sat around in my towel till they all left. When it was back down to just me, Mike, Megan, and Sam.....i got the best backrub i've ever gotten..........which is what i had needed most all week. Then i out some clothes on and Me and Mike went to KK's where i drank too much and passed out while watching old home videos of her 4th birthday party.

I ended up not coming back to Lincoln till about 3 in the afternoon yesterday. Miss KK brought me back here after a delicious lunch at HuHot. I did a whole lot of nothing and then sat through the longest damn floor meeting in the history of the world.......then went to get dinner at 11:15.....then crashed around 1..................and that brings me to the very beginning of this post.

Oh, I applied for a job at the Lied center today......who knows if that'll pan out....

~until...

Sam // 3:46 PM
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Saturday, August 14, 2004:

Coming to you LIVE from Harper 526....

So i'm all moved in and such, it's interesting to be back here. I feel like i just left.

That's about all i have the energy to say right now.

~until...

Sam // 4:13 PM
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Friday, August 13, 2004:

Hm....let's see

I move out tomorrow.
I'm partying it up tonight.
I finally pierced my face last saturday.
I finished my tattoo yesterday.
Sean pierced his ear in two places yesterday.
Mike and I went out on monday....and JP is the bestest server EVAR!
I cried tuesday night.
I'm picking up my last paycheck today.
I'm taking my car in to have the radio pulled out today.
I have to go say goodbye to my grandparents today.
I will probably be a really emotional drunk tonight.
I will probably cry tonight.....alot.

And last but not least........KK has been told by a medical professional to drink Cranberry Juice and Vodka.....it's a strict order!

~until...

Sam // 12:25 PM
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004:

GAH!

I leave in three days.
I have a lot of shit to do.
I have several appointments.
The tension is mounting.
I'm nearing a breakdown.


Moral: I leave in three days, let's all place nice until then.

~until...

Sam // 12:25 AM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004:

Holy shit it's August, and holy shit.......i leave in 10 days.

This summer has gone by entirely too fast. To be quite honest, i don't feel like i've been at home for over three months......where the fuck did my whole summer go???

WARNING:.....do not read any more if you are susceptible to getting sad about leaving and things.....

It hit me tonight, that i have literally seen KK every day of this summer except for when she was in North Carolina for a week.....in which case we talked on the phone....every day. I honestly don't know how i'm going to deal with the fact that i can't see her once she leaves......Seriously, I'm dying a little on the inside.......i love that girl so much.....(tear)

Now that all of you are either really sad or think i'm a huge dork......what else have i been doing you might ask?........

NOTHING!........my days consist of going to work.....and then coming home and hanging out with Mike and KK, and i couldn't enjoy it more. I love just hanging out. It rocks my shit. Oh, and I've been crafting a lot lately......i think it helps kaylan and i release stress.......not as good as some other activities.....but it helps nonetheless. I'm oh-so-very excited about my velvety Spongebob Treasure Chest, mostly because i'm going to finish coloring it and it will house my condoms during the year.......because they are after all, necessary for getting the BOOTY!!!! ARG!.....sorry that was extremely lame......

Right well, i must be off to bed!

~until...

Sam // 12:03 AM
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