Shafted Again!!

Sunday, April 25, 2004:

Whoa oh oh Woah oh oh I love Sangria wine

Ok, well not really.....it's actually kind of gross. But i am the champion! The wedding rocked my socks off. I partied with my parents and all of my mom's coworkers until 2 in the morning.....that was odd at first but then it wasn't so bad when i realized that with the exception of my mom all of her coworkers are only 12 years older than me at the most......the majority of them are 25 or younger. So it was fun fun fun.......and i finished off the Sangria Dance.....aka......big circle of people all dancing in a big circle to the song "Sangria Wine" and passing off two big one gallon jugs of sangria wine.......it goes like this......the bride and groom start in the middle each with a jug, they dance around, drink a little of it and pass them off to other people in the circle.............you do that until both jugs are gone. And i finished the last of the wine in the last jug........and it involved chugging in the middle of a circle and people cheering and chanting.....and my mom covering her face in shame.......damn good time. Anyways, the funny thing was that the two people that finished off the jugs (Me and Courtney) are both underage.......so we took pics with our jugs......hahahaha funny.....jugs......and then we kept them as trophies! Good fun!

So yes, whenever i get married.....we will be doing the Sangria Dance......and it's all because of Linnette and Andy! You rock!

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Sam // 5:25 PM
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Friday, April 23, 2004:

Which Family Guy character are you?

HA, so i did KISS then?......i guess that's cool.....

Well time for practicum!

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oh yeah, thanks are due to bill for this quiz

Sam // 7:28 AM
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004:

Hmm...

Today was a good day. I don't know why, but it was. Things were just......good. The realist side of me wonders.....why? And is this merely a calm before the storm? But NO! I'm not thinking like that anymore.
So i've been thinking about all sorts of things lately. Most of it is brought on by listening to old angsty songs.....Soul Asylum......Runaway Train....nuff said. Anyways, i've been thinking about my love life......i shudder just thinking about it. It's pretty damn pathetic and depressing.....but i think i'm ok with it. Which is really odd.....because that's something i usually dwell on....so that's weird. Christie and i talked about stuff kind of like this after we went to mass together for easter vigil....good time. Anyway i decided that i'm fated to become the weird cat lady....seriously, like open my home to hundreds of them....and just live for my cats....because lord knows i'm not gonna get married......at least that's how it's looking right now.....i don't think there's anyone out there that can handle all of my strange quirks and my mildly frightening obsession with pain.... (i don't know why that freaks people out....?)

In other, completley unrelated news.....i look like a battered woman. I'm getting sick all up in my sinuses and my head, and it's moved into my ears.....so it's fucking with my balance....so i've been falling down alot.....and the Sam bruises easily.....hence the reason i look like a battered woman. I have bruises all over my legs, and one pretty awesome little weird colored one on my forearm.

That's all i've got in me for tonight......today is #11 on my new lease on life....aka.....smoke free......we'll see how long it lasts this time...........i figured i've given 5 years of my life to big tobacco.....it's my turn to take it back....so like i said.....we'll see.........

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Sam // 1:52 AM
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Wednesday, April 14, 2004:

Welcome back....to me

Hey everyone, well in all actuality all 5 of you that read this thing. Anyway, things have been insane here lately. PRINCE was awesome, and it was a night that will live in infamy for me. If you want to hear about it, you'll have to talk to be about it in person. All I can say is.....15 minute version of "Nothing compares 2 U".........and me tearing up......excellent show. Oh yeah.....and him making sexual movements on the stage is always nice......very VERY HOTT!

In other news, my computer is royally fucked. It won't even start up.....so i'm coming to you live from Megan's....it's odd to switch back and forth from my laptop to her desktop....the keyboard switch freaks me out more than anything else. Hmmm.....what else? Oh the other reason i've been insanely busy is because school is coming very slowly to an end.....and so everything is coming due. It's really not that bad, I just have very poor time management skills......for example, I have a portfolio due tomorrow for my Education 131 class...it's a portfolio of articles that deal with an issue in education and what our position is on it. Sounds easy enough, right? It is, and we've had since the beginning of February to get started......i have 5 out of 20 articles done.....so that's what i'll be doing tonight. Now, the other thing that makes that all the more fun....refer back to top of page.......MY COMPUTER DOESN'T WORK!!!!.....so it's either wait till Meg goes to bed and use hers, or go to the godforesaken lab.....(shudders).......so i'm excited!!!!!

Anyway, i just thought i'd let you know what's going on so that you don't think i'm dead because i haven't been on AIM for almost two days now.....and getting back on anytime soon doesn't look promising.....so i'm not dead.....yay.

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Sam // 5:02 PM
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Friday, April 09, 2004:

Angel Standing By

All through the night I'll be watching over you
All through the night I'll be standing over you
And through the bad dreams I'll be right there, baby
telling you everything is gonna be all right
And when you cry I'll be there
Telling you you were never anything less than beautiful
So don't you worry
I'm your Angel standing by
-Jewel


the simplicity of this song is gorgeous...

~until...

PS.....when i find words that can even come close to describing the PRINCE concert....i will post about it....

Sam // 2:35 AM
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Monday, April 05, 2004:

FREE TICKET TO PRINCE

Tell me what has become of my rights
Am I invisible because you ignore me?
Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now
I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame
They're throwing me in a class with a bad name
I can't believe this is the land from which I came
You know I do really hate to say it
The government don't wanna see
But if Roosevelt was livin'
He wouldn't let this be, no, no

Sorry, i know Michael Jackson is a freak, but he's talented as hell.....and i love those lyrics. I know they were originally written to discuss the opression of black people....but i think this applies perfectly to a young adult trying to have a voice in today's politics......so......."all i have to say is that they don't really care about us"


Oh yeah, Still have the ticket to PRINCE.....for free!
Let me know!

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Sam // 7:13 PM
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Yo.....so i have a proposition for anyone who wants to take it. I have one ticket to the PRINCE concert in omaha on wednesday night.....who wants it?

let me know...

In the words of my hottie professor, "Live every day as if your hair was on fire"

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Sam // 11:52 AM
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Thursday, April 01, 2004:

I want YOU to want ME

Sorry, i really like that song......and i've been dancing around in my room to it all day.....i have these little FREAK OUT sessions someitmes where i just dance like a carazy woman....really you should try it sometime. It's great. Anyway back to my song....

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I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I'll shine up the old brown shoes, put on a brand-new shirt.
I'll get home early from work if you say that you love me.
Didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
Feelin' all alone without a friend, you know you feel like dyin'.
Oh, didn't I, didn't I, didn't I see you cryin'?
I want you to want me.
I need you to need me.
I'd love you to love me.
I'm beggin' you to beg me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.
I want you to want me.

Sam // 1:26 PM
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