Shafted Again!!

Wednesday, December 31, 2003:

SAN ANTONIO FUCKING ROCKED...........THE BOWL GAME FUCKING ROCKED.......MY SECTION FUCKING ROCKS...........after all of that rocking....i'm sleepy.....and a 19 hour bus ride and the drive home from Lincoln is starting to kick my ass.....i might give you details later......if you're really good

~until...

Sam // 3:27 AM
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Thursday, December 25, 2003:

Be prepared! The Sam is in one of her moods.

Boy, it has been a long time since i have referred to myself as The Sam.....i miss that....

First random thought for this blog: I really really want to get my other tattoo....and by really really want.....i mean i looked into seeing which tattoo shops were open today (christmas day).

Funny, it seems as if my holiday break is just beginning, but in reality, i've been home for almost two weeks. In approximately 5 hours, i will be leaving to pick up Mr. Jon Kasworm for the drive to Lincoln, to get on a bus for 21 hours to San Antonio....and I haven't packed. Thankfully, the band takes care of a majority of my wardrobe....i.e. i am required to wear my stylin' University of Nebraska Cornhusker Marching Band issued Warm-ups,.....which make us look like the Cornhusker Marching track-team....hopefully on this trip i won't have a fiasco with losing my pants again....on the Mizzou trip it was a nightmare....

Elton John Rocks my WORLD!!!!.....for those of you keeping track......random thought #2

New topic: People

Some people are nice, some people are mean. Some people are enjoyable to be around, and some people are annoying as fuck; unfortunately when those people are all in your house....and the annoying as fuck ones are bratty 5-10 year olds....IT BLOWS! And because of their being family and all......physical beating was out of the question.....but hey! I never beat kids......i just verbally scorn them to the point of tears!
Some people talk to you and help you regain your sanity while offering comedic insight. Ben i thank you for playing that role this afternoon.....i love you! I owe you big time....because otherwise i would've have been making headlines to the effect of: Respectable Young Woman Slaughters Unsuspecting Children on Christmas Day During a Moment of Insanity Brought on by the Shrill Screaming of Young Cousins. I can read it now......however, that's one long ass headline......but nonetheless AWESOME!.........and very true.

Well.........i should be going........i must pack and squeeze a nap in before i have to get up and go......I'll be back on New Year's Eve.......i will see you all then, hopefully,.....if i don't i'm sorry, i will probably be sleeping. Have a great one! And chances are, the next time you think about me.....i'll be in San Antonio!......on the sun deck on top of our hotel.......

~until...

Sam // 8:38 PM
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Wednesday, December 24, 2003:

~Blessed is the season which engages the whole world in a conspiracy of love~
Hamilton Wright Mabi

Merry Christmas Eve!!!

Tonight was great! The LEg got back together to witness this GATE this year. It was breathtaking as always...then we went back to my house and watched some family guy. Some people came over (anthony, sinley, JP, elliott, adam, and jeff). It was an all around good time. Complete with darts, geometry pool?, and throwing snow at each others' cars when they were all leaving.

Well 'tis late, and i'm quickly approaching my expiration....sleep is drawing near.

~until...

Sam // 2:23 AM
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Friday, December 19, 2003:

What Famous Leader Are You?

right......i'm Saddaam........at least this picture of him isn't the fucking ansty disgusting one of him when we captured him.....

Ok so i'm watching conan obrien.......and he's doing the stamp series for the holidays.....wow the many uses for menorahs, who'd have known that they could be used to roast hot dogs, to capture octopi, and to draw chalk rainbows......i'm amazed

I'm back in Omaha for good, well at least until break is over.....it's riveting, i leave the day after christmas for the ALAMO BOWL.....free of charge to me. I get back from that on the 31st. I have my surgery on January 2nd.......and i'll be laid up for at least 4 days probably much more after that......so i'm not going to be able to go out and see anyone.......so please come to me......or i will cry.......well, i'll probably cry anyway becuase i'm going to hurt like hell......which reminds me......demand damn good pain drugs....

~until...

Sam // 11:16 AM
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003:

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Lo! Who is that, sprinting through the wasteland! It is Saminomaha, hands clutching an oversized scalpel! And with a spectacular cry, her voice cometh: "I'm going to reduce you to ash, and sell you as spice!"

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Thanks jen for that one.....and i would like to comment that i would NEVER sell people spice.....that's not a very Sammeister type thing now is it...?

~until...

Sam // 11:39 PM
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Saturday, December 13, 2003:

it's 7:54 am.....i woke up at 7:30. What the fuck? it's the first weekend i can sleep in as late as i want to, i don't have band shit until 6:30 tonight..... Your schedule has fucked up my internal clock.....and now it just feels right wake up this damn early.

Right now i'm listening to my mix CD from my french video from freshman year. We had to make a fashion show all in french. So me, jen, cody, and jamie took the spin of doing a fashion show through the "times". Starting with the 50's and going into the future. So i've got music ranging from "rock around the clock" to "video killed the radio star" (which is playing right now) to the supposed to be futuristic "007 techno theme". Looking back on that, our video was by far the best, the work load was completely unbalanced, Cody did most of the script writing. And I remember we sprayed his hair bright ass blue, becuase he was supposed to be like an MTV VJ.....and I initiated a dance party in the 80's section of the show.....while wearing gray leggings and a huge fucking tshirt......only to be followed by jen in the 90's grinding in a tube top and jeans to "ice ice baby." God that rocked!.......if you're reading this,....i still have those video tapes.....we should watch them and laugh....

Well, since i'm up this early with nothing to do....i might as well work on christmas gifts....grrr.....i so wish i could be sleeping, but i'm not even tired.

~until...

Sam // 8:05 AM
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Monday, December 08, 2003:

i don't know why i'm going to post this whole thing.....but for some reason it sort of spoke to me....it's a sequeway between songs on the new Blink 182 cd....

My dearest,
I've missed you very very much since that last night we were together. I will hold that night especially in my memories for years to come. I've been turning it over and over in my mind lately. I've read your letter through at least four times, and will probably read it more times before i'm through. I've been sitting here, looking at your picture, getting more homesick every minute. I've wanted that picture more than anything else I know of, except of course, you yourself. I keep thinking of you darling, I keep wishing I could be home with you. I want to leave in the worst possible way so I can come home to see you, but, things don't look so good on that subject. This war has spoiled a lot of things for everyone, i guess. I've never been so lonesome in my life as I am right now. I'm completely lost without you darling, I never realized I could miss any one person so much. I just hope it's not very much longer until I can be with you again, and live a sane and normal life...

Ok, so i bet you're thinking that there is some sort of deep rooted significance to that....well there's not....parts of it are relevant, and parts are not. The thing that sucked me into it was that it's being read over a really pretty piano bit...

Things have been interesting lately. New and 'exciting' experiences have thrown me for a loop, and things are sitting uneasily with me. I used to love going to bed, i could just sleep away my cares. But now....now, going to bed means being alone with my thoughts....which isn't turning out to be a good thing. Lately, all they do is consume me...to the point where all of the shit i'm dealing with in my day to day life invades my dreams....it all just seems inescapable right now....soon it'll be all over and i can go home and sleep it away in my own room.

~until...

ps.....that average joe chick picked the wrong god damn guy.....stupid bitch.....grrrr

Sam // 10:42 PM
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Saturday, December 06, 2003:

hello!

i am drunk.......not much else to say..... my buzz is feeling really good right now....however typing is really hard......so i think i'm done for now....at least done with blogging that is....

~until...

Sam // 9:41 PM
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003:

hmmm....HELLO!!!

Wow, ok....so i'm not hurting anymore! YAY!! In kind of sucky news, i do have to have surgery as soon as i get back from the bowl trip....aka no fun over christmas break after my trip is done....that also means i can't work. I was kind of counting on that money...oh well...I have this whole summer to work. What else is happening here....JON made me candy, well not exclusively me, but made candy for people and i was one of those people. It's really really good! He made peanut brittle and toffee.......mmm.....his mom bought these cute holiday tins and did all of the packaging for him....but nonetheless the candy is great!
In other other news....school is still school. However i suddenly have a new outlook on it. I had this long talk with my mom about school and such. I was someone who used to not have to do shit for my good grades, and when i did have to work all i had to do was BS my way through it....needless to say that's not exactly working out for me here. I was also someone who would beat myself up about not getting really good grades. But i've come to realize that i have no need to be perfect, by nature humans aren't, and i'm competing against myself only when it comes to my grades so....yeah, i'm not stressing myself out over little things...

That was deeper than i wanted to go for this post but oh well....
7 more days of class....
2 finals.....
1 awesome bowl trip....
1 hella painful surgery....
1 hopefully amazing christmas break.....

that's my future like it or not

~until...

Sam // 2:49 PM
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Monday, December 01, 2003:

Power Rangers Movie!


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HAHAHAHAAAAA.....I'm a power ranger....how sweet is that?

Sam // 11:22 AM
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hello.....this will be a short one

topic 1: I am in an extreme amount of pain. if you remember when i had that cyst thing on my tailbone at the beginning on senior year...it's back. And if you remember the amount of pain i was in at that time, double that. So because of that I'm going back to Omaha this morning to the hospital to hopefully have it "taken care of". To give you an idea of the amount of pain i'm in...i got one hour of sleep last night....and not even a good hour...like it was all split up over the whole night. I called my mom at 5:30 this morning bawling, hence the whole going back to omaha business. I'm sitting in a chair right now, and dealing with the pain, gritting my teeth and all. I walk like a fat person, meaning i waddle because it hurts the least....so yes.....I HURT!

topic 2: This hurting business is keeping me from classes today, usually i would jump for joy. But when it's getting this close to finals week i'm hosed....so yes having to miss three classes will royally fuck me over.

topic 3: On the flip side, i got the new laptop....it rocks. I'm still adjusting, but things are looking good for a healthy relationship between me and my computer!

~until...

Sam // 7:16 AM
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