Shafted Again!!
Saturday, November 29, 2003:
hello all!
I'm going to apologize right now for any typing errors.....i'm playing with my brand new laptop and me and my fingers are still adjusting...that and i'm working from a dial-up connection.....which i hate.....working from dial-up just scares me hardcore.....
Anyways, turkey day was great. In fact my whole break has been great, so great that i don't want to go back to school for 10 more days of class. It's very bizarre to think that i'm almost done with my first semester of college. Looking back at my experiences from this past few months i see that i have really accomplished nothing. I've done decnetly in my classes, but i know that if i had applied myself better, i would have done better. But it always works that way now doesn't it. I find myself missing the regularity of high school, the monotony kind of grew on me. Granted, i was sick to death of it at the time, and graduation was what needed to happen, but i feel like i could almost (i had to type that word five times to get it correct) go back for a week or so and slip into the same old routine. Not that i want to though, even though college is boring for me....i don't want high school again.
In happier news.....i've seen my MOLLY everyday of break! I love that girl, and seriously we get along so well it's insane....in fact....i'm going to her house for a steak dinner tonight.....Pat you rock!
Umm what else happened.....I went dancing last night! It was great.....props go to Joe Selzle for that one.....jitterbugs was great.....i'm fairly certain i danced off my entire thanksgiving dinner......so go me! Other than that I've just chilled the whole time, it's been really great....i love getting to see my friends....and i missed peter and molly like mad....so catching up is a good time.
Ok well.....i should get going....christmas decorations are calling my name.....as well as my mom.....she's screaming....eek!
~until...
Sam // 3:43 PM
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Monday, November 24, 2003:
You are Spearmint.
You are quick-witted and sharp. You pay close
attention to details and you can tell what your
friends are feeling. You are always the first
to understand a joke and you are valued for
your insight and advice. However, you
sometimes isolate yourself from other people,
afraid to share your own feelings.
Most Compatible With: Cinnamon
Which Tic-Tac Flavor Are You?
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Chang, you get the credit for this quiz, you rock! And sadly enough, this quiz hit me dead on
Sam // 10:53 PM
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Tuesday, November 18, 2003:
ok....well.....i'm in a really bizarre mood....so be prepared
I realized that i've become a very boring person. Seriously, i've been sitting in my room a lot lately, and i've been alone a bunch too. Now being alone is NOT a bad thing, in fact it's often very nice, but when being alone becomes being lonely it's not so great anymore...it's bizarre. I just sit in my chair at my desk and just space off.....for like 40 minutes at a time. I feel like i'm letting my life go to waste, and i feel like there's nothing i can do about it.
In other news, today jon and i were watching tv and this commercial for adult ADD came on, and when it was over i was like wow, i think i have that. We laughed and then jon said "seriously though i think you kind of do" I was just like WHAT? Then he told me that when people talk to me about something i'm not particularly interested in, that i space off really quickly, my mind goes somehwere else, and I just give the standard 'uh-huh' response. I felt like i'd been slapped across the face....but then i got to thinking....I ACTUALLY DO THAT! And then i started feeling like an ass...because later jon told me that it doesn't bother him, in fact he wishes he had the ability to seperate his mind from what he's doing sometimes and just be able to space off like i do....but then i started thinking.....i'm sure not everyone is like him. I just wonder how many people i've pissed off along the way because of this....The scary part is, it would be one thing if i could control when my mind wandered and when it didn't.....but often i don't have control over that.....who knows....maybe i do have ADD?....
In conclusion.....i must tell you all today that i was watching Buffy today and thinking of the good old days.....like middle school.....which wasn't really that good at all....oh if only buffy could help me out and shut down the hell mouth that is my mind.....all would be peaceful....
Thanksgiving should be great and maybe i can forget all of this shit....and talk with people that don't make me space off....
~until...
Sam // 8:08 PM
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Friday, November 14, 2003:
That's right kids!......it's time for the PETER, PAUL, & SARA FINAL MINNESOTA TOUR!!!!
......by the way....KK i saved that napkin from the trash pile in the back seat....
Ok well here i am blogging, at least attempting to, at last. It's been a week since my lame ass post.....see below....so hmmm what's happened?
Well Minnesota was awesome! I guess i didn't realize how much i missed Chang until i saw him. I'm so glad he's having a good time up there....i met all of his roommates including the POLAR BEAR.......run and hide in terror......seriously brian's an odd fellow....the man went to work and left a note on the VCR not to touch it.....peter informed me that he was recording his cartoons.....that's all the damn guy does all damn day! You would think that the 7 hours he's at work he could take a break from his cartoons.....but god no! That would be a travesty! Jason was pretty cool, didn't see much of him, but cool none the less....i will say.....i felt really bad walking into him and peter's room at like 9 in the morning, the day we left, so i could shower......i'm sure i looked like a complete ass.....considering i was creeping around as to not make any noise.....And last but certainly not least......PAUL! What a damn funny kid......seriously crazy ass guy. Overall....we didn't do anything too huge while we were there....we went to Gameworks.....this monster arcade and kk and chang ddr'ed and then we skeeballed for very few tickets.....and bought these freakin awesome parachuting army men......that we threw off the bridge into the river later that night....
After that......we met up with Schweid! She's so great! hmmmm OH YEAH......sex world.....it was pretty uneventful....kk and i are the only ones who went in......sara forgot her ID and they wouldn't let her in.....so chang and paul waited outside with her....and kk and i browsed.....we never even got off of the first floor.....and we didn't want to take up too much time so.....we didn't even walk past all of the big glass window/cage things with the girls in them.....damn!......but then on our way out i noticed that they had a smokeshop!.......They had some of the prettiest damn pipes i've ever seen.....so yeah that was fun....
Then we went to dinner at Chevy's where i got hit on by our dyke waitress....like hardcore hit on too......she was cute for a dyke.....not overly butch.....well done waitress...well done.....so yeah that was a fun time.....
After that we just chilled with peter at his place.....Tokeyo came over and he was quite a character......then we pretty much feel asleep.....after throwing our army men off the bridge.....
Oh yeah......and i got pierced....and the piercer was really hot......i just pierced another part of my ear......so don't worry...nothing crazy or anything....but when i saw him......the thought crossed my mind of going in.....lifting up my shirt and saying..."Nipples. Both. Now.".......that's how hot he was......mmmmmmm
That's all that happened.......i know i'm a boring person....but chang i love you! Kk you and jon were the best to drive up there with.....you guys rock!
~until....
P.S. - Chang the Lincoln kids think i'm fucked up in the head when i run down the hallways kicking the walls......
Sam // 2:03 PM
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Friday, November 07, 2003:
wow....it's been a while.......ummmm i'm not DEAD! yay.....registering blows my asshole like a flute.......ummm......yeah........i'm a pile and i'm not going to have a real post for even longer......in about an hour i'll be leaving for minnesota.....Chang is awesome.......and sex world should be entertaining....
ummmm yeah.............
Sam // 2:05 PM
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